You, Me, and She

We were so close
Love sat still
Went from hot to lukewarm
Slowly cooling
Another has taken the attention
You gave to me
Before I could put any blame
On you
I asked myself the questions
Of importance
Realized I worked overtime
There is blame on your side
Once again I play the fool
Your smile,
Love,
Stolen
My heart broken
My spirit filled with fury
I'm ready to set it off on you and her
Got to stay a lady
Feeling three things
Anger, disappointed, hurt
I trusted you to take care of my heart
What does she have and what did she
Do to make you abandon me?
I hope you're happy
My door was open to you
Once it's close it stays closed

© Toyhoney 2012

Distant Lover

I stood before him
Singing a love song
With all  my heart and soul
His eyes were open
But his ears were closed
Physically present
Spiritually elsewhere
But where?
As I continue my melody
I search his eyes
Trying to find him
Hoping one day he'll find
His way back to me
Before its too late
My heart bleeds
From his wondering spirit
My mind seeks the truth
Where is his love song for me?
It has only been sung once
He made a single
I made a whole album
And started on a second album
I stood before him
Singing a love song
With all my heart and soul
As my heart pleads for him
To come home before its too late

© Toyhoney 2012

I Love Him

I love him
When he cries
Fights to control his temper
Out of the frustration he's
Feeling
I love him
As he jokes about our age
Difference
Then compliments the beauty
That he admires in me
I love him
From the top of his head to
The bottom of his feet
With every thing that he is
I love him
His brown eyes,
Kissable lips,
Mesmerizing smile,
Chocolate skin
Oh, I love him
Cause he loves and respects me
No matter what bouts we have
My life changed for the better
When he made his entrance
I fell in love with his heart, mind,
And soul
It has never changed
This is why I love him

© Toyhoney 2012

Chocolate Kisses

Those succulent kisses
Rained on me in a dream
Coated my skin with love
And intimacy
We engaged in a passionate
Ecstasy
Mentally stimulated
Prepared the rest of me
For physical seduction
A part of me doesn't want to
Give in while the other part has
The private part of me
Is famished
My lips continue to indulge
In those tasty kisses
I've surrendered
Awaited the act of seduction
Those chocolate lips
Oh how I have longed to feel
And taste them
All over me
The very feminine parts of me

© Toyhoney 2012

I Don't Know

I don't know
If he still wants
Forever with me
I get whip lash from
His mood swings
I do know he loves me
He's still here after I
Opened the door
He needs me like
I need him
For us to part forever
Will be the eternal damage
To our hearts
What does our future hold?
I don't know
The present is more relevant
But when he wanted to walk
Away
Every fiber of my being
Was wounded
They say if you love someone
Let them go
I opened the door
To test him
Here with me he stayed
A part of me still don't know
If he still wants forever with me
But I do know he loves me

© Toyhoney 2012