Assurance Of Love

Love
Amazing it is
Genuine
Unconditional
A necessity for life
At the end of the
Day
Knowing I have that
Gives me peace
Without it
I'm existing
I wanna live experiencing
Every part of it
This wonderful experience
Is worth
Every second
Every minute
Every hour
Every day of my life

© Toyhoney 2015

Dance With A Stranger

Here I stand in this empty room

With four walls and a mirror

My pain is evident in my reflection

So much that I want so badly to hide

Inside myself

To soothe my pain, I play music

The song that plays has the message

Of a love betrayal, which happens to be

The cause of my pain.

My body sways and moves in a way

I never thought it could

The last step landed me on my knees,

Swaying my arms and the upper part 

Of me

Surprisingly the hand of a person I don't

Know, touched my hand

Pulled me up,

Helped me finish the dance I started

My body moved,

Legs and arms flexed,

It was almost like sex.

My partner twirled and dipped me,

Emotionally strong couldn't afford

To fall weak.

I wasn't familiar with dirty dancing and

I'm confident that's what was happening

The anger that steamed from my heart and soul

Have to be released in this dance

Toward the finale

We danced closely

The song ended

I walked away,

From my unnamed partner,

Those four walls,

And the mirror.

© Toyhoney 2014

Love In The Distance

Day and night
I think and dream
Of him.
His voice whispers
Love sonnets
That hug and kiss
My soul.
My home is where he
Resides.
I lie awake sometimes
Gazing at the moon
And stars
To restart this movie
Of him and I.
Two lovebirds with
Kindred souls,
Loving,
Playing,
Laughing,
Like lovers do.
When the movie goes off
I'm left longing for him
From a distance I hear
Him calling me,
I see his face awaiting to
Kiss me.
His eyes expresses a
Mutual feeling.
What I wouldn't give
To touch him,
Look in his eyes.
All I have is his voice,
Pictures of him.
Physically, he's so far
From me.
Spiritually we're close.
I long for him until
We physically meet.

© Toyhoney 2013

Masquerade

Who is who?
Who's with who?
Who knows who?
They wear a mask
Covering up their true
Identity and insecurity.
When they approach you
With a warm greeting
Is it genuine?
The compliments and
Terms of endearment
Are they genuine?
It's almost shocking how
Quickly those smiles fade
Away,
How the compliments can
Turn into a dis.
I use to wish to dance along
With these unique beings,
Instead I embrace my
Individuality and party
In my own world.
Every mask has a different
Shade,
Different mood covered
By the mask they wear.
Their true identity can't
Always be hidden,
It will be found.
Shakespeare said "to thine
Own self be true."
Unmask yourself and
Embrace the real you.

© Toyhoney 2013

All I Ask

All I ask is that you
Love me
Trust me
Let me inside of
Your world
Hold me
Feel all the love
I have inside me
Tell me it's not too late
For me
For us
To walk hand in hand
On the path of eternity
All I ask is that you
Hold me tight
Assure me every thing
Will be alright
Tell me that passion for me
Still burns deep down inside you
All I ask is that you
Be honest
My heart can't take anymore deceit
Kiss me
I hope that your kiss is assuring me
Of what I want and need to know
All I ask is that you
Love me
Trust me with your heart
Like I've trusted you with mine
Assure me
You'll do your best to
Never break it
To love forever is our dream
Let's work together to strive it
Don't give up on us
No matter what
To wake up beside you daily
Would be paradise
All I ask is that you
Love me

© Toyhoney 2012

Make Up To Break Up

We battled each other in the storm
Flames almost an explosion
So close to being enemies
Love calmed the storm
Put out the battle flames
Flared up the flames of love
Passion rekindled with a kiss
Swords and shields instantly
Dropped to the concrete
That was our battlefield
Fighting each other
Instead of the forces trying to
Tear us apart
Love made us make up
When we were close to
Breaking up
I love you
You love me
Why didn't we think about that
When the battle started?
We know now
Nobody said this would be easy
Companions to best friends
Back to being companions
Moving toward the next step
Love is here to stay and
Keep us together

© Toyhoney 2012

You, Me, and She

We were so close
Love sat still
Went from hot to lukewarm
Slowly cooling
Another has taken the attention
You gave to me
Before I could put any blame
On you
I asked myself the questions
Of importance
Realized I worked overtime
There is blame on your side
Once again I play the fool
Your smile,
Love,
Stolen
My heart broken
My spirit filled with fury
I'm ready to set it off on you and her
Got to stay a lady
Feeling three things
Anger, disappointed, hurt
I trusted you to take care of my heart
What does she have and what did she
Do to make you abandon me?
I hope you're happy
My door was open to you
Once it's close it stays closed

© Toyhoney 2012